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I Got My Own Back (DEMO)

by Grudgeholder

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Broken hearts and shattered dreams That’s the motherfucking life I lead I crawled through shit and came out clean There is something you can learn from me With the sound of the last three years Still ringing in my ears You can meet me at the bitter end It’s where I’ll face my fears Not going back Never going back You don’t know jack shit about me What I’ve been through and what I’ve seen In order to survive you must maintain But you’ll never fucking feel my pain With the sound of the last three years Still ringing in my ears You can meet me at the bitter end It’s where I’ll face my fears Hell exists within yourself And that’s a place you never want to be Hell is real inside of a cell And it’s got a fucking grip on me It’s real Too real
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Whether it’s a cloud of smoke A shroud or a cloak I hide myself from this world Tenfold Never have I been Sharp as a tack With my back against the wall I’m pushed to attack Cannot change my fucking past Nowhere to turn face the facts I’ve been weighed down But I got my own back I’m living that dead end life Now what you know about it This world’s breaking my back But I just can’t allow it I live for nothing But I never asked to be born I’ll die for something And you can put that on my fucking stone The past is the past and I’m built to last Look me in the eyes and face the facts Through every single brick I have smashed I’ve got my own back Get back
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Nothing about this is fake My hate for you is so fucking real I tried to keep my pride and stride Unbroken while my time was stolen from me Not free You’ll see I’ll be Broken for the rest of my days Here on earth living as a prisoner Not free Trapped inside my mind No way out You’ll see Because of what society wants me to be I’ll be Broken for the rest of my days I’m fucking broken
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Nobody sees the tears that I cry These aren't the tears that fall from your eyes Nowhere to run nowhere to hide All of my pain comes from inside I hold my head up high so that no one can see I'm a man and I want no man to pity me The story's still fresh and one day I'll be free Plenty of time to be who I want to be They tried to help me But it did not work(All they did was Fucking make me worse I want to try To live my life Now's the time Face everything and rise I'm tired of the pain I want to make my family proud But sometimes the devil on my shoulder's way too loud Don't get me wrong I take blame for what I've done I was always having the wrong kind of fun Now picture a world of concrete and fence Or being at the game but you're stuck on the bench Picture a world that knows nothing but crime Locked in a cell with nothing but time Face everything and fucking Rise

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released October 15, 2014

Recorded in June and September of 2014 by Christian Padron @ the Lions Den and his house.

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Grudgeholder Daytona Beach, Florida

Heavy hardcore from Daytona Beach, Florida.

Rick Dan / vocals
Hank Dick / guitar
Bill Squid / drums
Buck Chuck / bass
GUN / gun

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